/adv/ - Advice

I really love being a gumperoni but I’m worried that it’s having a negative effect on my life. The majority of my day is spent on discord to see if she’s active or to interact with her if she is active. I don’t do things I love anymore because I’m constantly checking what she’s doing. I could simply stop obsessing over this, but I’m afraid of missing out on anything by not being apart of it. It’s getting in the way of work and my relationship with my family. I prioritize Gumpai more than anything and while I am happy to do it I just worry that it may lead to something bad. I feel like I’m stuck on this train for the long haul and there’s no getting off. If I get off now, I’m worried I’ll be missing out, but if I stay, there’s a chance my life could be ruined by staying on my phone all day checking for her. I realize that I am most likely alone in this issue and that it’s pretty retarded to act like this but I was just hoping someone could give me some pointers on how to deal with this.