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post clothes from pacsunI feel like she hates me
I have a bad habit of thinking Gumpai hates me sometimes. Usually when she’s busy or at work I’ll overthink about my interactions with her and start to worry that she hates me. However, when she is around and we are hanging out, I have a very good time with her and don’t really think about this stuff. I noticed that this was a cycle and can’t stop feeling depressed every morning because I feel like I fucked up by being stupid or annoying or too boring. I really wish I didn’t have this mindset but I would like to stand out a bit to her in a good way. I usually stop feeling this way whenever she gets home and hangs out but the highs are really high and the lows are very low when it comes to these emotions.We need to do better
Some of you see a girl who is down and self deprecating herself and instead of reassuring her and comforting her, you contribute to it. You see a tweet where she lists all her “imperfections” and the only thing you can pick apart out of it is the words “pink pussy” or “$5 blowjobs”. I’m not saying the horny posting is bad, but I think there’s a time and a place for it. She said she deleted her last discord because she felt like she was a zoo animal being laughed at, and this is kind of reminding me of that in a way. Not as extreme, but I’m worried we’ll get to that point if we don’t change. I may be completely in the wrong posting this, but I just don’t want Gumpai thinking that’s all she is to us. She’s so much more than just the lewd shit. I really care about her and I want her to see all of the great things that we see in her. She makes me and everyone in Gumpcord so happy and I think she deserves to be happy too. I’m sorry if this makes anybody upset, I was just kind of worried about the behavior I saw tonight.I don’t know how to make friends
I’ve been talking in vc for awhile but I feel like I haven’t made any connections with people. It’s just hard for me because I can’t relate to most of the people in the discord. I don’t have a PC so I haven’t been able to play most of the games that everybody else plays together or discusses. I feel like I’m too quiet in the VC but there’s just not a lot I can add to the conversation sometimes when it comes to things like this. And when I do say things I usually just end up embarrassing myself. I could really use some advice because I feel like the creep in the corner of the room when everyone hangs out lmao.Immersion break. Proceed at your own risk.
Immersion break. Proceed at your own risk.Please dont judge me
Hey guys. I got absolutely roasted the other day. (Anonymously) due to telling how i was feeling about the 1 on 1 Gumpai server dates. But i just want to reiterate how i feel. Gumpai started doing 1 on 1 private dates in the discord server.. I was so fucking hurt at first. There were other boyfriends who were getting an extremely special experience. Some of them had been in there for mere days.. Others were insanely active members. It just felt lile i was actively being cucked in the server that ive grown to know and love and adore. I cancelled my plans for the night. I sat in a voice chat for like 4 hours just waiting to be picked.. And i never was. Then it was just over.. There was no clarification if they were going to happen again. I just felt it all in my chest and i didnt really know how to deal with it.Be strong for her!
I hope I'm doing this right…Help me with this
I feel like nothing I say is worth replying to, I suck at conversation because I have just about no strong opinions on anything that comes up in discussion. I don’t know how to fix this, I want to be able to have a good conversation with gumpai or even my fellow gumpanions. Problem is I’m neither very involved in politics or have any controversial opinions. I just play games and that’s what I can talk about.Addiction
I really love being a gumperoni but I’m worried that it’s having a negative effect on my life. The majority of my day is spent on discord to see if she’s active or to interact with her if she is active. I don’t do things I love anymore because I’m constantly checking what she’s doing. I could simply stop obsessing over this, but I’m afraid of missing out on anything by not being apart of it. It’s getting in the way of work and my relationship with my family. I prioritize Gumpai more than anything and while I am happy to do it I just worry that it may lead to something bad. I feel like I’m stuck on this train for the long haul and there’s no getting off. If I get off now, I’m worried I’ll be missing out, but if I stay, there’s a chance my life could be ruined by staying on my phone all day checking for her. I realize that I am most likely alone in this issue and that it’s pretty retarded to act like this but I was just hoping someone could give me some pointers on how to deal with this.I feel like she doesn’t like me
I feel like every time I join a VC she leaves. I just want to talk or listen to her but it’s hard. I wish I could become closer to her like some others but it seems like she only has a hand full of people that she likes to talk to. It really hurts not being able to have the chance to interact when she locks VCs with only 4 other people in them. It’s always the same people too. I understand that there’s a lot of us but it still hurts me. I just wish I could be her friend somehow but I know I’m being selfish about the whole thing. I just needed to vent to make myself feel better or something, this has just been making me depressed a little.